did you think i was a vivaciously popular girl when you first saw my blog? like, oh, she's pretending she's one of those teens who is lame and uncool and doesn't have a boyfriend when really she's awesome.
well, i am awesome.
but i'm not popular. nor do i have a boyfriend. *wallows in self-pity*
nooooooooo. i do not need a boyfriend to survive. but it would be nice for once to be a guy's FIRST choice rather than his thirty-first choice.
i wish i knew how to act when someone likes me. sometimes i wish i wasn't so outgoing and jumpy and dancy and fun. sometimes i wish i were subtle and secretive and seductive.
HA. yeah right.
so this year, when i blew out my birthday candles and when the clock strikes 11:11 and when i have an eyelash in my eye and the ONE time i found a four leaf clover, that's what i wished for.
i wished that i had someone who cared about me.
let's wait and see......
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